So I've been struggling with my life for several weeks now. I was always good at giving people advice to be strong, to stand up for what they believe in, to move on, but when it comes to myself, I just couldn't talk myself into doing it. It was like something one of my best friend use to say ''រឿងគេអោយយោបល់ឥតរអែង ដល់រឿងខ្លួនឯងស្ញេញ'' and that can never be truer. Just like doctors; they can save lives, they operate on people but they can't operate on themselves. People need help somehow, in anyway, anytime. Well, it hasn't been easy for me at beginning either, not that it's good now, but what's the point? Being sad, depressed is just a waste of time, not to mention it would effect on your health, both physically and mentally. I've been wasting too much time than I've ever thought I would have wasted them ever in my life. I shouldn't have been like that. Maybe I just need to talk to somebody, and yeah, I've talked to a few people who's been very helpful. It has made me feel a whole lot better. All I'm saying is, damn it, I'm moving on! I'm never gonna look back again! There's a bright fun colorful life is waiting for me out there, and I'm gonna get it and make the best of it. After all that I've been through, I at least deserve that.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Making a Comeback!
So I've been struggling with my life for several weeks now. I was always good at giving people advice to be strong, to stand up for what they believe in, to move on, but when it comes to myself, I just couldn't talk myself into doing it. It was like something one of my best friend use to say ''រឿងគេអោយយោបល់ឥតរអែង ដល់រឿងខ្លួនឯងស្ញេញ'' and that can never be truer. Just like doctors; they can save lives, they operate on people but they can't operate on themselves. People need help somehow, in anyway, anytime. Well, it hasn't been easy for me at beginning either, not that it's good now, but what's the point? Being sad, depressed is just a waste of time, not to mention it would effect on your health, both physically and mentally. I've been wasting too much time than I've ever thought I would have wasted them ever in my life. I shouldn't have been like that. Maybe I just need to talk to somebody, and yeah, I've talked to a few people who's been very helpful. It has made me feel a whole lot better. All I'm saying is, damn it, I'm moving on! I'm never gonna look back again! There's a bright fun colorful life is waiting for me out there, and I'm gonna get it and make the best of it. After all that I've been through, I at least deserve that.
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wise thought...You do deserve it, dear.
Sometimes I also think that it is because of the surroundings. I try to put faults to my environment and escape from the fact. Until now I realize that as long as we still have ambition on things, we`ll try to it. The problem`s that we are having it or not now?
If looking back make you painful, don't try it. Everyone always leaves his footprints while walking on sand, but when time passes, it will be removed by wind. Just waiting for your wind!!
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